wenta esplanade today.
got the ohsolate project done.
chilled.
died.
hmmm.
damn,
today's so freaking exhausting la.
oh fish.
anyways,
hear me whine.
suddenly, this part of a song just suits me ohsowell now.
"when it comes to me dont even notice me."
it sucjs when this happens
but i guess its just natural
cause it happens all the time
my every move is done with caution.
my every step causes an impact.
my every word thats been said means something.
i hate it when it feels this way.
oh wells.
sighs. it sucks feeling this way, really.
especially when i know.
its totally outta my way.
and there's so many others that are in the same boat as me.
but somehow.. it feels like
at the end if the race, they'll get something from you.
but as for me, i'll just sink with the boat..
i wont say ve given my everything
cause i dint
i wont say i love you endlessly
cause im forcing myself not to
but just to let you know its all good
i'll just do what i gotta..
